Lesson Number One (for Johnny)

"I so am! The Shaman of Sexy. Duh!" John said, crossing his legs and arms.

"That doesn't make you a real shaman," Nolee laughed, rolling her eyes.

John pouted. "Way to pop my bubble."

Nolee laughed, "you're a little wierd, but I like you."

John chuckled. "Its okay. I like you too. ANd I'm not weird. I'm interesting."

"I like interesting people."

John simply chuckled. "So do I. Hence, why I like myself. I'm just a taaad conceited."

"I've never been concieted." Nolee smiled. "It's not a good trait to have all the time."

John shrugged. "Well, I'm just confident is all. Especially in my job. But I just.. i just wished I was Champion by now." He sighed.

"You'll be champion," Nolee encouraged.

"Who am I kidding, no I won't. Miz and I are the same age. Yet, he was a Champion and I never was." He huffed.

"You'll make it. Look at how old Rey was before he reached his first world heavyweight or WWE champioship! And look at my dad, he never got the title but he's always going to be remembered!"

John blinked at Nolee. "Noles, I love your Dad. but I honestly had no clue who he was until I started wrestling."

Nolee looked at her lap, "Dad's...dad's more famous than a lot of the guys. Anyone who use to watch it growing up know who he is."

"I mostly focused on my favorites. Like.. like Shawn." John said with a blush. Shawn was his idol. Plus, not everyone got to sleep with their idol.

"Micheals? I was in love with him growing up," Nolee laughed.

"No, Nolee. I was in love with him." John said, chuckling slightly.

"Like in love in love with him?" Nolee asked cocking her head to the side.

"We were in love, Nolee." John said, nodding. "At least I'd like to think he had loved me back."

"How could anyone not love you?"

John smiled softly. "Aw, well that's sweet. I miss Shawn..." He sighed. "I wasn't enough to make him stay."

"Sounds like he wasn't man enough to stay," Nolee shrugged.

John shook his head. "He just... he has kids. His body hurt. And I just... I can't ask him to leave his kids. His wife, yes because she's a bitch but his kids? I can't do that..." He said. tears clouding his vision.

Nolee hugged him, "Hey, hey it's okay Johnny."

John sighed and shook his head. "I need to get over him anyways. I have Mike... that's more than enough for me." He sighed and wiped his eyes. "My life is a fucking mess..."