Lesson Number One (for Johnny)

"At least you have a life," Nolee encouraged.

"I'd honestly, rather have no life than have the one I have right now. I'm a whore. I have no stable relationship. I'm lonely. And I'm empty. My life sucks." John said, burying his face in his hands.

Nolee rubbed his back, "Don't cry. At least you have Mike and a loving family. Dad worry's more about his career at the moment than about me."

That made John cry harder. "I don't even see my Daddy anymore! This stupid job and my stupid lifestyle keeps me from my family. I fucking hate my ife. You have no clue how many times I wanted to just kill myself." He said quietly, never having admitting that to anyone.

"Hey don't say that," Nolee frowned.

"Nolee... Sweetie... I'm just tired." John breathed. "I've been through so much shit. Through so many guys. I'm just tired." He sighed, sinking back into his seat.

"I understand being tired," Nolee sighed.

John sighed and looked out the window before looking back at Nolee. "So, anybody you have your eye on?" He asked, trying to lighten the mood.

"Just a few. I liked the Legacy boys. I think Evan Bourne's kinda cute too." Nolee smiled, "But I was in love with Austin when I was little."

John chuckled. "Weren't we all? And Evan is a cute kids. You should definitely go after him. I'm gonna try and focus on Mike. He's been there for me a lot." He sighed.

"You should teach me how to impress him," Nolee smiled.

"Evan? He just wants a girl to be real. No bull. No 'trying to impress'. Just be real, and I guaruntee he'll fall for you. Guys like him you'll rarely meet." John said softly.

"I like guys I don't have to impress," Nolee smiled, "What do you say to a night on the town?"

John smiled. "Sounds awesome. I need to take my mind off of everything anyway." He said. "We have to find you a man to practice on anyway." He chuckled.

"Any guys on the roster?" Nolee smiled. "You know the hot ones."

John shrugged. "Sure. Or I could get you a Chippendale..." He smirked.

"Oooh that sounds even hotter," Nolee smiled.

"So while you practice, I'll be screwing Mike. Win win." John chuckled and called up Tom, the lead dancer int eh Chippendales.

Nolee smiled, laying back and watching her episode of Family Guy.

John got off the phone. "He's totally up for it. Whenver your ready, he is." he said before laying down in his spot.

Nolee bit her lower lip, "T...tonight I guess..."

John nodded. "Oral, or are you gonna go all the way?" He asked, wondering what the girl was ready for.

"Oral," Nolee said, "I'm...I'm not quite ready to go all the way..."

John nodded. "Sounds good..." He murmured, sighing as he texted his ex.

Nolee nodded, sitting there and playing with the hem of her shirt.

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