Life As We All Knew It

John pouted. "I'm sorry. I told you, you shoulda stayed away. Now we're both sick." He said, sounding just as stuffed as his husband.

"Yeah, except it won't kill you to be sick," Randy grumbled.

"Well I told you to stay away! My god..." John stuttered to himself as he kept up and walked away. "I'm pregnant, you'd think me being sick would be just as bad..." He mumbled as he searched for something for his headache.

"Well, if you weren't such a guilt tripper, I wouldn't have felt the need to hold you," Randy said.

"I can't help it! My hor,omes are cracy and you hurt my feelings. Not my fault you can't handle a sad look." John muttered as he walked back into the room.

"And it's not my fault you can't handle my teasing!" Randy said.

"Well you know how I am when im pregnant, so why would you tease me in the firrst place?!" He asked, crossing his arms.

"Because I always tease you!" Randy yelled.

John stood uo and growled. "I swear, sometimes I wanna just... Strangle you!" He growled through clenched teethe beforr storming out of the living room.

"Why don't you do it, then?! I'm dying anyways," Randy muttered the last part.

John turned and glared at him. "Don't fucking talk like that." He hissed.

"Well, it's true. I've accepted it, John. But I know you haven't," Randy said, looking at him.

John looked down. "That's because I don't know what I'd do without you..." He whispered, his eyes watering.

Randy sighed and walked over to John, wrapping his arms around him. "John, you can live without me. I know you can," he said quietly.

John shook his head, a few tears falling down his cheeks. "I can't. I can't do it all without you, I can't..." He cried into Randy's chest. "Please don't leave me I c-can't..."

"Sh, baby, sh," Randy said and rubbed his back. "You'll have Gianna and little Randy Jr. You'll be fine."

"I k-know and I d-don't know if I can raise them w-without you. I'm not.s-strong enough." John cried.

"Baby, I've got time. I'm not going anywhere right now. By the time I'm gone, Gianna will be a mature adult. Randy Jr. will still be young, but old enough so you can handle it yourself," Randy said, sitting on the couch and pulling John with him.

"And that leaves me a depressed hot mess. The only reason I got help and got better years ago was for you." John whispered. "I love our kids as much as I do you but I don't know if I'll be able to keep it together."

Randy sighed and looked at him. "Let's not worry about it yet, okay? I'm still here. Live for today and stop worrying about tomorrow," he said and kissed John.

John sighed and nodded. "Okay." He murmured, kissing Randy back. "I love you so much.. I'm glad I choose to spend my life with you." He whispered.

Randy smiled. "I love you, too, Johnny. More than you will ever know," he whispered back.

John smiled. "I think I have a pretty good Idea after being together all this time." He chuckled.

Randy smiled and kissed his cheek. "You think," he said.

John chuckled. "Well I know you love me. I know your not just here because the sex is good... You remember that song?" He laughed, just remembering the lyrics.