Almost is not the word.

"I want to make you feel good John. What do you want me to do? How do you want me?" He said softly.

"How do I want you?" John questioned. "Isn't that the other way around?"

"I suppose." Wade chuckled. "But I want to do this however you want. I'll do whatever you want John." Wade said.

"I have no idea what to do here baby, but I trust you to make me feel good...." John blushed.

"Well I could lick you. Like a lollipop. Or I could kiss you all over. Then there's always going straight to prep." Wade smirked. "And no, I've never given anyone a blowjob before. But I'll try."

"You don't have to do that baby, Just do what you would normally do." He hoped that was not screwing without prep because he had heard about how bad it hurt.

"Alright baby. But I want to make this special." He kissed John's lips lovingly, and then he moved down his jaw, while caressing his body.

John squirmed beneath him, just a simple touch from Wade made his heat hammer in his chest. "D-Do you want me to try and give you a blow job, I have never done it before but I can try."

"You can try. You don't have to though."
Oh god he hoped John did it. His cock twitched at the very thought.

John hummed as he sat up and pushed Wade down, trailing kisses down his pecks, to his stomach, and finally he trailed hen up Wade's hard member.

"Ooh." Wade let out a shaky moan. "Thank you John." He whispered.

John smiled as he pecked the head before tentatively wrapping his lips around Wade's cock and giving an experimental suck.

"John." Wade groaned, hips already threatening to buck and fuck John's hot mouth.

John took a chance and swallowed Wade whole, turning off his gag reflex. He hummed as he bobbed his head, his teeth scraping ever so lightly.

A low throaty moan rumbled deep in Wade's throat.
"John, I don't want to cum now."

John pulled away. "Yeah, Id rather you come inside me too." He nodded to himself, giving Wade's cock one last lick.

Wade groaned, his cock was almost in pain now.
But he promised he'd be gentle. He slid a hand down and gently got ready to stick a finger inside John.
"You ready?"

"Yeah." He nodded slowly, he wasn't sure about this but he wanted it.

Wade gently inserted a finger, sliding past the tight ring of muscle.
"You okay?" He paused.

John grit his teeth and whimpered at the small intrusion. "I-I think so..."

"Wow, you're really tight John. You sure you're ready for this?"

"Y-Yeah..I have to be sometime." He squeezed his eyes closed, his walls constricting, trying to force the finger out automatically.

Wade frowned but inserted another finger, scissoring them inside of John.

John whimpered, it hurt so, so bad. He wanted to tell him to stop but he also wanted his first time to be with Wade, now.

"John darling, this is only my fingers. It's going to get worse. I don't want to hurt you. I can stop."