Behind the desk

"I...I really like him..." Nolee confessed.

John smiled. "Thats great! Maybe you'll come to love him..."

Nolee blushed, "What...what if I told you I already did?"

Johm.squealed. "Holy shit! Did you tell gim! Cauase I bet he feels the same way.;

"I doubt he loves me," Nolee frowned.

"You dont know that. For now, just be with him. Go out on dates and get to know each other." He said with a smile.

"C'mon John, after a guy has been with you how can they love someone like me?" Nolee blurted out.

John frowned. "Don't compare yourself to me. I'm not the guy to settle down with, but Jack is lookin for that. And so do you. You two are perfect for each other."

"Yeah but your perfect John. You're sweet, your kind, your an expert lover, you make people laugh, you have a sense of adventure!" Nolee sighed.

John sighed. "Im not perfect. Im easily jealous, overemotional, bitchy, I don't even know the father of this kid inside me. I'm quite the opposite of perfect really. Your responsible, your modest, and most of all... you're innocent. Im not, though I wish I was..."

"Don't. It's a curse to be this innocent, to watch all your friends have a blast doing something and then realize that you can't because it goes against your morals. I feel like Super Cena half of the time." Nolee frowned.

John chuckled softly. "Super Cena is freak in bed though. But seriously, your better thtan me. Really, and your so much better for Jack than me. He couldnt handle me anyway." He laughed.

"Sometimes I think a guy like you needs a guy like him. He could even out your crazy," Nolee teased, though in truth she hurt inside. She didn't tell John that Jack had called out his name last night, the hurt of that still fresh in her mind. She was just glad that John hadn't heard it.

John sighed. "Mike evens me out just fine. I love him. He takes care of me. Jack... he was sweet, and maybe if Mike wasn't around, I maybe would go out on a date with him. But we weren't meant to be. It's not like I'm everybody's fantasy, Nolee." He chuckled.

That statement pierced Nolee's heart. He was Jake's fantasy and if she nor Mike were in the picture he would go on a date with him. She kept her eyes on the road, growing quiet.

John frowned at her. "You okay? You cant tell me anything..." He said quietly, knowing something was up his best friend.

"Nothin," Nolee lied, not taking her eyes off the road.

John crossed his arms. "Just tell me. You act like Jack screamed someone else's name last night or something. What's wrong?'' He asked again.

"He did okay! He said your name when he came, not mine!" Nolee aggrivatedly shouted.

John didn't know what to say. "O-Oh... I'm sorry..." He whispered, looking down at his lap. This was one of those times he wished he wasn't such a slut who slept with everyone.

"That's why I think you two would be a cute couple! That's why I'm so deadset against telling him I love him! He doesn't want me! I was just some sort of bootycall!" she angrily said. She wasn't meaning to hurt John's feelings.

John bit his lip. "I'm really sorry Nolee... I just... Dammit, it's my fault for sleeping with everyone in the first place. And I'm sure he wants you... just keep seeing him and see what happens." He whispered, wishing he wasn't such a slut.

"No, no it's not your fault. And he doesn't want me. I won't be with a man who screams my best friends name when I make him come..."

John sighed and nodded. "I'm sorry I ruined your high from your first orgasm..."

"Don't be..." Nolee said, growing quiet again.