Here We Go Again

When Drew woke up, the sound of Hannah's singing filled his ears. He didnt like what he was hearing. Did she ever think about anything but beer?

"I love you Drew." She said softly, she knew he was asleep. "I know I'm not perfect, I know I'm fucked up. He said he'd help me through it. Guess I shouldn't have thought he'd put up with me forever. " She said, talking aloud to herslelf. "Yupp, I'm talking to myself. I'm officially fucking insane." She groaned, slamming her head back against the door.

Drew opened the dora bit. "We were doing so good. I was helping you, but I didn't think you would sink that low."

"Drew?" She said, shocked.
"Though you were asleep."

"Ya woke me up Hannah." Drew sighed, he just wanted to go back to bed. "Ya wanna come ta bed?"

Hannah nodded and slowly stood up.
"I'm sorry. C-can I have a hug?" She whimpered.

Drew opened his arms. "Have a hug and lets go to be." He sighed, he was such a push over.

Hannah collapsed into his arms, sobs escaping her lips.
"Y-you're right I'm nothing but a drunken wh-whore."

"Hannah baby, im ry I said that. I was upset and its not true, you know how I am. I dont want you thinking that." He carried her to the bed and laid with her.

"But it's true. I need help." She said, looking up into his eyes and clutching onto his shirt as if it were the only thing keeping her alive.

"Yeah, you do need help. We will get you help. For now just sleep." Drew was at the end of his rope.

Hannah nodded.
She snuggled up to Drew and curled up into a ball in his arms.
"I love you Drew." She whispered.

Drew smiled and kissed the top of her head. "I love you too and you know that."

"I don't deserve you." She said honestly, looking up into his baby blue orbs.

He smiled. "No ya dont but ya got me and its too bad that im not going any where."

"Baby, how much longer are you gonna be able to put up with my shit?" Hannah frowned worriedly.

"Probably until I die or you kill me." Drew kissed her cheek. "Dont dwel on it right now."

"Sorry, I'm just worried. I'm so screwed up. I have so many problems."

"We'll get thought it, don't worry baby." Drew held her close and kissed her cheek.

She nodded. She was doubtful but hopeful. She had a feeling Drew could help her through it.
"Ya think so?"

"I know so, as log as we're together." He nuzzled the top of her head.

"Drew, I'm warning you. I'll try my hardest but something like tonight might happen again. So if you're going to leave do it now."

"I could have left you tonight but I didnt. I loved you enough to try and let it go." He told her.

"What if I had gone back with Cody though? You scared me tonight Drew."

"Then you would have gone back with Cody. I dont feel bad, you deserved what I did, its hard but its the truth."