There Goes My Life

To say Randy was angry was a major understatement. Adam had left him for Phil. Yes, CM freakin' Punk. He had suspected that things had been going on but he wasn't sure. Now, he knew.
He was on his way to Jay's hotel room, sure that Adam was there telling Jay all about what happened and how much of a dumbass he was.
Randy didn't bother knocking, he just barged in. "Okay where the fuck is that stupid son of a bitch?" he growled, looking around.

Jay frowned when Randy barged in "What hell are you doing here and who the hell are you talking about?" he asked as he stood up.

"Where is Adam? I know he's here. That stupid two-timing little bitch can't help but tell you everything," Randy growled and started looking around, going to the bathroom, the closet, everywhere. Finally, he turned to Jay. "Where. Is. He?"

"He's. Not. Fucking. Here." Jay answered slowly, like he was talking to a child "And even if he was why the hell would i tell you?" he asked as he crossed his arms.

Randy got real close to Jay. "I will fucking kill him, and then Ill fucking kill you. Do you know where he is?" he said lowly.

Jay felt a small tremor of fear go though him at Randy's words before he stood his ground and hissed back "I. Don't. Fucking. Know. For. The. Last. Time."

Randy growled, pulling his fist back to punch him. But when his hand was coming forward, it got a mind of its own and he turned punching the wall and growling. "I will kill you. Ill make sure you and Adam are in the same coffin."

Jay fliched slightly as Randy's fist hit the wall "Damn it Randy are you deaf or something, i told you i don't know where Adam is right now." he said angrily.

"I dont care. You just... piss me off," Randy said. "I hated how Adam would tell you everything but barely told me anything. I hated how you were the first person he would run to. Its like he wanted you more than me, his boyfriend. And now he's with Phil? Phil? Really?"

"Ok one he's my best friend Randy has been for a very long time and he's basicly my brother and two i don't have any say in who he chooses to date or fuck Randy." Jay snapped at Randy "Now get the hell out of my room."

"Why dont you make me, William," Randy smirked, knowing that he hated his first name.

"Fine i'll fucking make you and don't fucking call me that Randal." Jay snapped at him, he loathed when people used his first name like that. He took a step towards Randy.

Randy crossed his arms and stood his ground. Jay didnt scare him. He doesnt scare easily. He waited for Jay to something.

Jay clenched his fist as he took another step towards Randy, he really didn't know what he was going to do but Randy had really pissed him off. He raised his fist and aimed to punch Randy's face but he unfortunetly missed.

Randy laughed. Not just a chuckle, a full out laugh when Jay missed. "What was that?" he laughed, doubling over.

Jay growled "Asshole." he muttered softly, he didn't know why he had missed that punch "Will you just get the hell out if your done having a laugh at me?" Jay asked as he turned away from Randy.

"Maybe I dont want to leave," Randy said. He was angry at Adam but... He had always been strangely attracted to Jay. At the time he thought it was because he was Adams best friend and he was unattainable but now... Now he wasn't so sure.

Jay sighed and turned torwards Randy "Why not Randy hmm?" he asked calmly wondering what Randy really wanted.

"Maybe the real reason I came here is because me and Adam are done and I can finally have you after wanting and fantasizing about you for so long," Randy replied, biting his lip. He couldnt believe he really just said that.

"W-What?" Jay asked as he softly bit his lip, confused by Randy's words after all he had been dating Adam, everyone perfered Adam to him.

"I want you, Jay. When I was with Adam, I was thinking of you. When we were fucking, I was picturing him as you. I didnt realize why I wanted you until now. I like you, Jay and I want to be with you," Randy said, taking Jays hands in his.

Jay swallowed hard as he looked at Randy trying to tell if he was lying to him or wanting to hurt him "Really?" he asked softly before he bit his lip again, feeling very confused.

Randy nodded, sincere for the first time in years. "Really," he said quietly before leaning forward and kissing Jay.

Jay froze before Randy kissing back, he couldn't believe this was really happening after wondering what it would be like to kiss him he was really kissing Randy.

Randy cupped Jay's face, closing his eyes. For the longest time, kissing Adam had felt so wrong. Now, kissing Jay felt so right and honestly, he couldn't believe it was happening.