Life As He Knew It (Open)

John heard Randy's voice as he left. He quickly started the coffee before returning to the bedroom, laying next Randy again. "Hey, I'm right here, and warm as can be." John chuckled quietly, resting his head against Randy's chest.

Randy smiled, closing his eyes again. He wrapped his arms around John, loving how John felt in his arms.

John smiled softly, curling against Randy. He looked up and Rand'y sleeping face. He sat up on on of his elbows. He hesitantly leaned down, and pressed a kiss to Randy's cheek. He couldn't help it, he wanted to know what it was like to kiss the Viper, even if it wasn't on the lips.

Randy smiled when he felt John kiss his cheek. It was gentle and soft, yet firm.

John smiled when he saw Randy smile. It was quite rare to get a genuine smile from the older man, and John was happy that he had caused it.

Randy sighed, pulling John closer to him. John was like a teddy bear, Randy thought with a small smile.

John smiled, chuckling quietly when Randy pulled him almost impossibly closer. "Some days, when I'm awfully low, and the world is cold... I will feel a glow, just thinking of you... and the way you look tonight." John sang quietly, gently kissing Randy's neck.

Randy smiled, John had an amazing voice.

John continued to sing when he saw Randy smile. "Yes you're lovely... with you're smile so warm, and you're cheeks so soft... there is nothing for me, but to love you... and the way you look tonight..." He sang softly, stroking the older man's cheek.

Randy opened his eyes, looking at John.

John smiled softly when Randy looked at him. He also felt a little nervous. "Hey, You're awake. Sorry about my sucky singing." John chuckled softly.

Randy shook his head. "Don't be. You have an amazing voice. Sing more," he said softly.

John blushed softly. He moved closer to Randy, his leg draping over the older man's waist. He kept singing. "With each word your tenderness grows, tearing my fear apart... and that laugh that wrinkles your nose... it touches my foolish heart..."

Randy smiled, his hand absent-mindedly stroking John's leg.

John smiled softly as he felt Randy's hand gently stroke his leg. But he kept singing. "Lovely ... Never, ever change... keep that breathless charm. Won't you please arrange it? 'Cause I love you... Just the way you look tonight...."

Randy wanted to lean over and kiss John but he didn't want John to get sick. So he refrain, a smile plastered on his face.

John smiled. "You're fun to snuggle with... just puttin' that out there." He said giving Randy a gentle squeeze.

Randy chuckled softly. "Thanks," he said with a smile.

John reached up, tracing Randy's bottom lip with his thumb. "You should smile more... it suits you better." John said.

"If I had a reason to, I would," he replied, looking into Johns eyes.

"Well then, you should really find a reason. 'Cause I'd really like to see that smile more often." Looking right back into Randy's eyes.

"I dont look for happiness. I wait for it to find me," Randy said.

John looked down. 'Well... all I know is that happiness has found me... And I really hope he stays." John whispered, looking back into Randy's blue iris's.

Randy frowned, not getting it. "Oh," he said flatly.

John chuckled. "I meant you, silly. You make me happy. I... I really like you, Randy. I like being with you... in your arms." John explained. He wore a soft smile, but his heart raced, afraid that Randy didn't want him like that.